My favourite trio

Are friends but at the same time i feel like a stranger.

Ive been on twitter when one of my current classmate wasep me.We then talk like usual.I sent him photos of poem porns, kinda positive vibes to rebuild his worn out brain.Huhu i know imma a good friend.But it was a perfect timing when he told me that he was in such a bad condition.Heartbroken.

To make it short,two friends(a boy and a girl) of mine included him are my lab mate, but the saddest thing were,it just three of us who were doing all those biology lab reports for the whole two semesters. Thats how we have been closer and form a trio. other than doing reports,we always go to anjung,lepak and chat to kill some time.But wthout my knowing (he) just confessed to that girl.Let say her name is ain. I did felt left behind sometimes ,yeah can u imagine that we had been lepaking and did some fun things together but i didnt even know abt all of these.That boy told me that ain has been avoided him these days.Sheesh idk.

To be honest i love both of them,but sometimes i seriously felt hurt.I was the last person who knew abt everything meanwhile we are in this together.Gosh,cant believe it.But this isnt time for me to only think abt my own feelings bc his heartbroken overshadowed mine .Couldnt do anything but just remind him of final exams and he could get a better woman other than ain.

BUT THE HURT FEELING INSIDE IS REAL.HOW COME THESE TWO PPL DIDNT SAY ANYTHING TO ME.WHAT AM I? A LAB REPORT PARTNER ONLY??? 

Maybe i shudnt be this sensitive.Both of them need privacy.Ugh idk.Wtv

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